Josh Chry made a comment about the pic above which i used it as my profile pic in facebook.
"the perfect man has a smile like this"
It's hard to believe that the perfection isn't human,
while we lurks over battlefield of love in a club or dating sites we only get a 5 minutes whoopie.
Saturday night, I'm all alone in my room again, too tired to go out and stuck in the middle of my marathon moviez about a ninja, how to lose a guy in 10 days, friends, and ice age. Just a random pick.
a buzz telling a text message coming in from my cellies. I'm still using cellies, yes I'm weird I dont like crackberries the same thing with gay dating shit due I refused an invitation to go to club from a friend, I don't really like noisy places. you told me about the cute guys there, pick one and ready to go. No thanks but I already had my random pick today. *smiling* Two gays two different worlds.
I can vividly picture this in my mind,
you, drinking your beer moving to the rhythm of the beat, and flirt to this really cute guy wearing a white t shirt.
me, holding my pillow watching crappy movies.
you, walking tipsy on your way to his place for a crazy night in a lala land.
me, in bed alone jerking off watching porn.
in the morning we got up and thinking we're happy and all right with our life.
you, sitting on his bed with a hangover and a tad of pain on your ass.
me, eating my sandwich and coffee watching a cute jogger running with his dog and thinking about having one of my own.
while you still digging over piles of clothes looking for your underwear, i'm sober enough to think that our life sucks. maybe i'm just lazy, too lazy to find the right one, and if josh was right that the perfect man has a smile like that is a teddy bear well i'm too lazy to go to toys r us.
confession made, i'm just butt lazy.
good night folks.
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